©1987 Marie-Lynn Hammond

This is a story about geography – physical, cultural, emotional. To understand it you have to remember that Canada’s capital, Ottawa, is situated on the Ottawa River, which at that point, and for several miles in either direction, also forms the boundary between the provinces of Ontario and Quebec. Across the river from Ottawa is the city of Hull, but don’t be fooled by the name: Hull is French.

In the real old days, there was only one bridge between the two cities, the Interprovincial Bridge, and even I can remember a time when the Ontario side of the bridge was paved, and the Quebec side wasn’t. When you saw the sign halfway across saying “Bienvenue au Quebec,” and your car wheels hit those wooden planks, well – you knew something had changed. Continue reading The Bridge →

©1987 Marie-Lynn Hammond

Because there was a reunion a few years ago for the high school I write about below, I’ve changed a few of the names in the story … don’t want to embarrass anyone from those days. But, Roger and Gordie, I didn’t change yours. 🙂

In 1962 my dad, an RCAF pilot, was posted to St. Hubert, Quebec, near Montreal. As often happened, there was no house available on the base, so we found ourselves living a few miles away. Beloeil was a pretty little town on the Richelieu river, but we ended up in one of those modern, faceless suburbs. Our subdivision was so new that from our backyard all you could see, besides one more row of houses, were farmers’ fields.

The surrounding landscape was flat and unremarkable – except for one feature. Scattered about at ten or fifteen mile intervals were mountains – or rather, very large hills, that rose suddenly out of the level ground and just as suddenly fell back. To the north were the Laurentian mountains, so to me these elevations looked like stragglers who’d been left behind by the main herd.

The closest, and most imposing of these mountains was Mont St. Hilaire. I had just started my second year of high school, and I spent a lot of time staring out the classroom window at it. I had reason to – no one was talking to me. To be fair, I wasn’t talking to anyone either. Not only was I the new kid in school, I was younger than my classmates, shy, plain, and a borderline nerd who got good marks. Continue reading A Moment Of Grace →

©1987 Marie-Lynn Hammond

The summer I turned fifteen, my air-force father, who was head of Intelligence for Northern NORAD, was posted to North Bay, Ontario. We were living near Montreal and I liked it there. I did not want to move.

My distress grew with my first glimpse of North Bay. Back then it was much more rough and ready than it is today. We lived downtown, but our street wasn’t paved. Friday nights, teenage boys got drunk and openly brawled. But the really bad news was this: I would be going to – ugh! – a girls’ school run by nuns. Don’t get me wrong, I was a good Catholic kid. But I’d been in co-ed schools for the past four years. Though I wasn’t exactly popular with boys, as long as they were around, I could always dream.

Besides a serious lack of the opposite sex, St Joseph’s College also had the ugliest uniform I’d ever seen. The blouses were beige, the drab tunics with their big boxy pleats were brown – my two least favourite colours. Plus we had to wear the preposterous combination of nylon stockings and clunky Oxford shoes. If the aim of this get-up was to make us unappetizing to guys, then it succeeded in spades.  Continue reading Leaving Room for the
Holy Ghost →

©1987 Marie-Lynn Hammond

When I was growing up I knew I was Canadian, but I had only a vague sense of what that meant. I had a much better sense of what it meant to be American, and I’m sure, back in the fifties, I wasn’t alone in that. For one thing, most of the television shows we watched were American. So were my comics and story books. And since this was pre-Raffi days, the records I had were American too. I knew all about Paul Revere and George Washington, but nothing about Riel or Sir John A. I knew “Yankee Doodle” by heart, but not “Un canadien errant.” And when I listened to Pete Seeger singing “I got a mule and her name is Sal / fifteen miles on the Erie Canal” – well, I was sure the Erie Canal was the most magical and exotic place ever. Already by the age of eight I desperately wanted to be a Yank. Continue reading Four Strong Canadian Winds →